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Time changes everything, even you and I have changed.

I've been found out.

Sunday, 24 April 2011 @ 20:17 | 0 comment(s) | add a comment.

Shit.
I'll be deleting this blog, but I will relink those after I have made a new blog.
Sorry.
K thx bye.

Rewind.

@ 01:18 | 1 comment(s) | add a comment.

An uneventful few days have gone...and I've cleaned cleaned CLEANED!!!
My room still smells of the apples I was "eating" at school for lunch, but now, I can't even stomach anything at school.
Sorry about the ranting post last time, it annoys me to no end about how my classmates can be so insensitive like that, but soon after ... this girl just posted a post on facebook that just read: "bitch please, get over it."
I don't know if it was referring to me or not, but hell i was paranoid until she posted something else over that. I think i'm still paranoid, so i've been MIA ... but I can't let her get to me. so I'm just going to ignore it.
BITCH.

i have a pic of me at the Gold Coast - about 44-45kg / 97-99lbs - beware of my hip fat:

Replies to Comments:

Fantasy Girl - Thanks babe <3 I love reading your blog, even though i JUST followed you!
Charlotte - Exactly what I mean. Its just they DON'T understand, and yet I thought my classmates were smarter so that they won't say insensitive things.
Dani -

1. Thanks for understanding my point of view. Yes I don't have an full blown OCD, but lately its been cropping up more and more. It is definitely NOT something to be joking about, and I'm glad you know that too :)

2. Exercising and reading are so fun and good for you too! However, I wish my parents would let me do MORE exercise. I'm sick of staying in the house all day, because every time I go out, they always force feed me more food at the next meal, even though I had said I'd eaten out.

3. Yeah Blogger has been stuffing up on me lately...at most I get one or two posts from the people who I follow per day, and the next morning, I have to catch up on at least 20 blogs who appear on the dashboard, as well as checking I don't fall behind on the other people's blogs who hasn't appeared on the dashboard.

4. I hate being bored, because it means I over-analyse situations and then always end up with the worst conclusion.

Nikkii - Thanks <3, though your comments keep coming up as spam...because you seem to only follow my blogs only (both HallowedBones and LightFortunes)

So my intake everyday has been around 900-1000 (yes its a lot, but i guess this is called "recovery") and I'm trying to get in at least 30 mins of pilates/crunches/some form of exercise per day. A few days per week, I slip out of the house and go "shopping" when in fact i just wander around the shopping center looking at all the pretty things I could wear IF i was thin. That takes up my time for about 6-8 hours ...
Theres only 4 days til school starts again. and I'm not liking it one bit.

Stay strong, girls <3

8 things you're known for.

@ 00:49 | 0 comment(s) | add a comment.

Nothing.
Nothing.
Nothing.
Being anorexic.
Being worthless.
Being a copycat.
Nothing.
Nothing.

Labels: 15 day challenge

My classmates are insensitive bitches. *Rant*

Thursday, 21 April 2011 @ 01:02 | 2 comment(s) | add a comment.

My classmates are insensitive bitches.They write on their facebook pages, that just because they have period pain and they hate it, then they WANT to be anorexic; or they go on to say that they have depression just because their parents yelled at them. Seriously, NO ONE CARES. And think about those who DO have anorexia and depression and don’t make fun of it. It ain’t funny.

This is ONE of the MANY classic examples:

I dont care if i post this with her name on it. It's fucking insulting to those who really do have OCD. And whilst I'm not saying that I personally have OCD, i DO understand what its like to have a mental illness. People like her should be more considerate of what they say. GRR i want to rip her head off. She's the one who wrote all those pissy posts about me, shes the one who fucking hates me, and i hate her too. She's the one who thinks I suffer for "attention". She's the one who thinks I'm fake.

9 things that make you happy.

Tuesday, 19 April 2011 @ 00:29 | 2 comment(s) | add a comment.

Now? I really don't know. I'll just list the ones that i know used to make me happy.

Hunger used to make me happy. I crave it now. "Recovery" is so freaking hard.
My "friends" used to be there for me. Now i have no friends. Oh, except Blogger girls and Tumblr girls <3 You girls are my lifesavers! ♥
Reading: blogs, books, menus, labels ... anything involving reading, A few times, I even lugged my science textbook home to read as a "bedtime story". It was strangely fascinating. I have been busted countless times for reading too much, especially when I'm supposed to be sleeping. But i can't sleep.
Music ♥ I cannot LIVE without my ipod; as well as playing on the piano, flute, guitar... <3
When i see people comment on my blog <3 I feel so loved.
Exercise rush! HAHAHA i feel on top of the world!
When someone tells me they miss me
Random goodnight text messages
Glee! LOLs - the name of that TV show just IMPLIES "fun".

Labels: 15 day challenge

Why is blogger stuffing up on me?

Monday, 18 April 2011 @ 03:23 | 1 comment(s) | add a comment.

I think theres something wrong with my dashboard - its not updating all your lovely posts. There's like no posts going up,and i have to click on each separate blog to see if you update or not. It's been going on for a while, do you girls have this issue too? Coz its really pissing me off today, i don't know why that it annoys me more than before, but I'm not in the best mood today.

Replies to Comments:

Charlotte - 1. Thank you for understanding the way i feel.
2. Hahaha - i love twins! <3
Dani - 1. Thank you for your nice comments <3, but i find it so hard to believe even the most honest person that I'm worth it, becasue i truly believe I"m not worth anything.
2. Honestly, you look amazingly thin at your weight right now. I totally understand what you feel about wanting to lose more weight; being underweight all my life, and now with people knowing that, they want me to get up to a "healthy" weight...it just not possible, so my mind turns it around and wants to lose MORE weight.
Paperdoll Perfection - I cut too, but ever since my psychologist and parents and everyone found out, its harder to keep it under wraps ... and they want me to see more people about my depression -which i get so anxious about, and its not really helping anything. You would really miss me if i disappeared? Like if i died? O.o That makes me feel loved <3

10 things you do when you're bored.

@ 02:54 | 1 comment(s) | add a comment.

Read.
Stress out.
Clean.
Homework.
Blogger/tumblr
Cry in my room.
Pace around / exercise.
Cut.
Consume myself with self-hate.
Find something mindless to do.

Labels: 15 day challenge