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RANT to D & J (my so-called "friends")
Thursday, 10 February 2011 @ 00:27 | 3 comment(s) | add a comment.
Fuck you, bitch. No one should get in the way of my friends, D. You are just so fucking selfish, and such an attention-seeker, you cry (literally) for attention, and everyone, nice as they are, drops everything to help you. It's you own problem that you don't like me, and the fact that i just "happen" to like the same things as A does not mean that I'm a copy-cat and you don't just get to make snap judgments because of that. You were my best friend in year 7, and now, 3 years later, you hate me so fucking much. YOU thought you knew me. Well, sorry, bitch, you don't. So put your fucking judgement where it belongs: in the dumpster. Because you aint worth squat to me anymore. I've tried being "nice" and it aint working. Get ready to meet the new me.Also, I"M an attention-seeking person? You have NO idea of what I'm going through, and though its not a big deal, you think I LIKE being in the spotlight? You think i actually CRAVE the spotlight? I'd rather be alone in a dark corner than be in the center of attention. Hell, you seriously should just get your facts right, before you become so goddamn judgmental. Look at what she wrote on HER blog:http://f-allingyou.blogspot.com/ - i really fucking hate her. Had another pissy day. People keep asking me, why do I hate her so much ? What has she ever done to me ? Well nothing really, I just think she's the fakest, ugliest most annoying thing on Earth and I don't want her around. Let's call her girl A, this is going be a long story. It all started in year 7. We were in the big 'popular' group. It was disgusting, I was one of the fakest bitches back then, well then again, so was everyone else. All we did was suck up to each other, (girl B) in our group was talking about how I seemed like the popular type back in primary school. I wasn't to be honest, I never claimed I was, so I denied it. But then (girl B) prolly thought I was being idk 'modest' ? So then (girl B) asked girl A if she was popular back at primary and she said yes. (Girl B) was a bitch so she asked (girl C), who went the same school girl A, if she was popular and (girl C) said no. Then they started 'interrogating' girl A, so she said "Oh I was popular at my first school before I moved to (girl C)'s school." Pathetic isn't it ? After all that we girl A and I both left the big group. It was all fine and then suddenly one day she said to me "Denise you know I never thought you were the popular type. BUT I really was popular." I MEAN WTF, who says that to their friend, I never claimed I was popular, plus does it really matter anyway ? I was literally like ಠ_ಠ you fucking serious ? Okay year 8, the copying incident. It was mufti day so everyone kinda asked each other what they're going to wear, girls all do that right ? Well then I told girl A I was going to wear a white shirt with military print shorts and volleys. The next day SHE FUCKING WORE THE EXACT SAME AS ME. No words can explain how shocked/pissed I was. We got along pretty well after I had the major fight with (girl D). Then she had a disorder and she was away from school for a long period of time. I actually cared about her at the time. When she got back, all the popular kids did their little 'charity campaigns', okay idk what else to call them, and started going all "Naaaw I missed you so much, how are you ?" Girl A enjoyed it, she got the attention she always wanted. That was when she started ignoring me and thinking of me as a second resource. You may say "oh maybe she 'accidentally' forgot about you, what if she didn't mean it ?" Well you don't just 'accidentally' ignore one of your closest friends, do you ? Then all the attention died down, no one cared anymore, her disorder was old news. But still sometimes she's away from school, when she gets back she stands there expecting people to say the "oh hey you're back" but no one does, she looked so pathetic. But still she kept trying to gain attention by making people feel sorry for her. After all, that's what she's best at. This year I didn't do anything, I didn't say anything. That doesn't mean I don't hate her anymore. Then she decided to 'leave the group'. She prolly only told Jamila since no one else knew about it. Just because Jamila's nice and idk mushy ? In other words she feels sorry for people really easily. Jamila said to me last week "she's leaving the group you know ?" I didn't say anything. "Isn't there anything you want to say about it." "Well no, what do you want me to say ?" When I got home, deep inside I was celebrating and throwing a party. But then, I should've known, it was just one of her attention seeking techniques. In the end she didn't leave. Come to think of it, it wasn't the first time she said she was leaving. Has anyone bothered to read up to here ? Today I was fucking pissed. Amy was dissing Asian guys. I know it's no big deal and people just diss every now and then. But idk when Amy disses, she really sounds like she means it so I got pissed. I mean, I don't go dissing her Emo style guys with idk unnecessarily long, dyed ink black hair over their eyes and faces. I was pissed in the first place, then girl A says "omg I know right, that was what I was thinking. They're so ugly." I was so mad when I heard that. Ugly ? I wouldn't be speaking if I were her. Then I was pissed the whole day and everyone knows what I'm pissed at. After school at the train station, Jamila decided to ditch me for girl A. When the train came I waved her to come to the same carriage as me, it was obvious I was angry. Then Jamila gave me like a mini lecture ? You know what's funny ? I'm actually helping her gain attention. Since I hate her so much, all my friends feel sorry for her and talk to her. Who cares if I sound cocky, but omfg some of them chose sitting with her over sitting with me. Watch out you, I'm plotting your downfall. ]Say that my legs are fatter than my thinspiration? Well, DUH! She's a fucking model, and I'm just a nobody, who is supposedly "fake". This is what i deal with everyday. At school. FML. Seriously. *EDIT: i forgot to add, that these "incidents" about me being popular and "interogation" never happened. And, as I recall, the "copying incident"? Well, just because I "happen" to have the same style as her doesn't immediately classify me as a copy-cat. I love my classic pieces of clothing; also, SHE'S helping ME gain attention?Please, get over youself. I'm still in a crappy mood. And now i have my psych appointment. BLAH.  |
