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Death of a Thousand Cuts
Friday, 12 November 2010 @ 19:22 | 0 comment(s) | add a comment.
I don't know when I changed or how all I know is that I hate myself now. My life is a wreck stuck between recovery and staying sick. When I start to feel good something always goes wrong so I lock myself in my room all day long. Just me, myself, and I sitting there wondering why? Why did you choose me? Why won't you leave completely? Why do you cause all of the pain you do? Why do I believe everything you say is true? The lies you tell me come constantly. Why can't you just let me be? Now I am just a lost girl living in this crazy world. Oh no, this can't be fixed no matter how many pills are mixed. I may feel better for a minute or two then the depression comes back and hits me and I'm blue. This pain is here to stay, I'll deal with it everyday. Until the day I'll finally be through and I will say good-bye to you I'll die a death of a thousand cuts because I hate myself that much. As I sit there and watch the blood run like rain I know that I have gone insane. You said it, you called it right. I'm out of your mind, out of your sight.found on:http://eatingdisorderdepictions.blogspot.com/2009/09/death-of-thousand-cuts.html so very very true. |
