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F*ck. The little red devil. Note: this post is TMI. Read on if you want.
Wednesday, 24 November 2010 @ 22:11 | 1 comment(s) | add a comment.
Yes. The little red devil, more commonly known as that 'time of the month' has visited. This means two things: 1. I am not thin enough. 2. I am fat and bloated and gross. Well, the two things kinda run together, don't they? But what im wondering about, is the fact that this whole year i have not missed one, even at my low weight this year of 39.95kg. And that proves to me that i need to get thinner. As of yesterday, on the scale at the doctors, i was 41.3kg. (note: i had waterloaded 600ml, and had like 25 fishing ball weights hidden in my scrunchie) So i have no idea of my exact weight. My scales that i bought reported 42kg today, but its 4pm and i fear i still have breakfast junk in me, as well as i have (TMI) not taken a shit in like a week and a half. I'm also hoping its just bloatedness from the period too. I hate this fucking period. I hate it. I hate it. I hate it. Not surprisingly, at my lowest weight of 34kg / 75lbs i was happy ... My bmi was 13.75 and life was bliss. My intake over the past few days have been kept to a minimum, and fortunately on the day i was watching harry potter - november 21 - i had a intake of 60, outtake of 890. That was the best day this week. However, on friday (tomorrow) im going for a run around my oval for 45 mins, like last week. Never mind my period. I seriously will do this. Tonight the plan is to stick to a 100cal max dinner, since i was supervised not having lunch. And therefore the intake for today reads currently at: Breakfast: oatmeal (50) Lunch: - Dinner: ? if i overeat (which ill probably will due to this damn period :/ ) then i wont have neg cals. So thats my goal for today : negative net calorie total. I'll update later. :) i hope you are all being wonderful. Wait. i KNOW you are all being wonderful. *smack* **Edit: Intake for today was: Breakfast: oatmeal (50) Lunch: - Dinner:cellophane / glass noodles ... 3 prawns, Yeah. I'm not sure about the calorie content of those glass noodles. I had like a small bowl, roughly the size of a fist. |
