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peanut :) said... oh wow! don't get too low girl! but I must say i'm impressed with your will, i probably couldn't do that. November 20, 2010 1:27 AMThanks so much for commenting! Well, yesterday i just saw a chance to undo some "damage" and hopefully, get more fit for school cross country next year ... surprisingly, this year, with my ED, i did MUCH better than last year and the year before that (before my ED). Nikkii said... You are so stupId too November 19, 2010 10:42 PMum... can you clarify what you mean? It's my choice what i want to do, don't just make snap judgements. Speaking of snap judgements,my friends at school aren't really my friends anymore. Here's an example of one time this week: A: AnnaAt recess / morning tea: A: hey guys, whatsup? M: (chatting away about some gothic book) hey anna, are you gonna watch the new harry potter movie? A: yeah i SO am! M, can you move over so i can dump my stuff and sit down? D: (talking quietly with J)...well its not like you need to sit down - note: i did not hear her say it loudly, but she was looking at me weirdly, and i heard something like "not need to sit down". A: (hurt, but staying nonchalant) oh wells. i got to go run. J: i'll talk to you later, okay? I didn't know what to make of that conversation. I got really paranoid and kept thinking that D was calling me fat. No surprises there. J called me, and clarified that D did say "that i needed to sit down". Great. That was sure a good moodboost. I don't get it. My friends are keeping secrets from me, they talk behind my back, and they don't even have the courtesy to invite me out - its not like i want to, being fat and ugly, and unappreciated, but at least im human, and we have needs to be included. |
