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Saturday, 19 February 2011 @ 00:40 | 0 comment(s) | add a comment.

People think I have problems with this for the wrong reasons, like drama, attention and other things. If I wanted a fucking attention I would go out and fucking scream about everything but no, I’m here, hiding and fighting. They have no idea. What they know is not even the half of the history.

Hey girls; i feel so neglectful of you lately, but school and everything's been so shitty lately i havent had the want to blog. I have, however, commented on a few of your posts; 42.2kg / 93lbs as of Friday. Measurements still the same (from possible fluid retention, though i hope never to use that excuse EVER again!)

My measurements:
Bust: 74cm / 28.86inches
Waist: 54cm / 21.inches
Hips: 72cm / 28.08 inches
Left Thigh: 41cm / 15.99 inches
Right Thigh: 41cm / 15.99 inches

its too hot and sticky to think. i'll just blurt out some facts about my week:

school eating is good about 700cals max on school days
weekends are shitty but still only 2 meals and one snack
did 45mins high intensity biking on friday +
normal days did at least 1 1/2 hours walking, and biking 2-3km
i didnt have a valentines day
my school certificate stuff at school is really stressing me out
family therapy on friday was too good (at saying i "want this ED to go away". Yes, i do want that, but not in the extent that my parents want - they want me to be like 50kg+!!! i can't do that.
my friend issue hasn't gone away; i'm trying to move on and start making new friends to be on a clean slate.,

I hope you girls are well;
xx
*Edit: gah its 4am, and im pissed at D. Yes, that bitch who accused me of being fake and attention seeking. She has no idea of what an OCD is like (and im not saying i know what's its like either, but i think i do have a better idea than HER), she was just changing her layout, and stuff, and she originally set it to 600px, but then she thought it would be 'nicer' to have it at 500px; she later edited it again and her post was like, 'oh had an ''OCD attack'' and changed layout' - seriously, wtf is her problem?!? That is not a fucking OCD 'attack' ! She's been saying this for as long as i've known her, having 'OCD attacks' from covering her book with contact. I bet she just makes this up to get more attention. She never had a problem with it at school; its always at home that she get these 'OCD attacks'. She doesnt even have ANY perfectionistic traits about her, her books are messy as shit, and shes so lazy ass in school and sport, she chose to do 'walking' for sport, and expected the rest of my group of friends to follow her. Well, no fucking way. The rest can be lazy cows but i sure as hell wont be joining them! So id decided to join the gym for sport. Anyway, i'm going to make a sort of 'burn book' and record every 'fake'thing i can get about her, and use it against her someday. If she wants a war, then she'll get one, bitch. Okay, i'm done. I really need to get to sleep.