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perfectionist. anorexic. + Depression + Anxiety. In "recovery".  I don't know how long I'm going to be able to keep up this act. I just want to be skinny again.
fourteen fifteen years young.

→ Height: 157cm / 5'2"
HW:45kg? / 99lbs
Lw: 34kg / 75 lbs
CW: 43.7kg / 96 lbs:(
UGW: thin = perfection.

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Seeing as I feel neglected if I post too late in the day (noting the time difference), I'm going to sneakily put in a quick post during my commerce lesson. I'll probably leave this open to just keep adding on to my day. Listening to me rambling:

On Sunday, in the light of my newfound "no-friends" status, a girl has invited me to her house for a pool party. Now, I do not have ANYTHING to wear - swimsuit-wise. I'm actually not feeling too uncomfortable in my body, but even so, it could do with some work.

I'll edit this post when i get home to give you girls a better look at my bod.

94lbs. and bloated as fuck. I haven't shitted in over a week here.

 School officially sucks. Mountains of homework + bitchy girls = one very depressed camper. There is not one day where i go without crying, and in class, i wrote a nooby poem about it:

There is not a day where i dont cry.
Because everyday I die a little inside.
Underneath the facade
There is a cascade
Of emotions waiting to fly.

my psych appointment today was all about school, and i gained. 43.6kg / 96lbs.
oh wells. its mostly water weight today, I know, coz i drank 3 bottles of water before i went in;

the true weight will be known on tuesday.

i hope you're well.
xx