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Friday, 10 September 2010 @ 07:20 | 1 comment(s) | add a comment.
what a cheat i am. and thats in the good way.Intake: Breakfast: 1/2 bowl oatmeal (50) Lunch: 1/4 of rice (25), 3 strawberries (7), strip of cucumber (raw - 2), strip of carrot (raw - 1) Dinner: 3/4 of rice (80), small tofu slice (50) Total: 220 (about) Outtake: 80 crunches and 80 situps = half hour(80) 2-3 hours walking (350-400) Total: 430~ and all the jazz about standing all the time, and school work. literally worked my brain off today, trying to memorise romeo and juliet. so, how i got off so easily at lunch. well, my mum decided to drop off my lunch so i could be supervised by the head teacher of welfare, instead of her since she was busy. the head teacher welfare obviously knew about my ED, but she was encouraging me to have all the low cal stuff first :). anyway, about halfway through, she had to leave her office to get something (an envelope?) and then i snuck 1/4 of my lunch into my baggie - to chuck away- before she could return. then, i accidently-on-purpose knocked over the remaining lunch, and it was all over the carpet. not a pretty sight, but its better than having that POISON in my body. Head teacher came in, saw it, and asked how. i just made up some shit about getting my tissue and it just fell from my lap onto the floor. it worked fine, and then she made me have less than 1/4 of what was left. so i think i only ate about 1/6 of it altogether? and then after school i had to go volunteer at a nursing home, so i went there with some friends (A and L). but before that, we went maccas. i wasnt tempted by ANYTHING on the menu (thats pretty normal for me). but my friends tried to make me have some chip - GROSS. the nursing home was about 30 mins walk (fast walk) from our school, but it was in renovation mode, so we ended up walking the way back to my friend L's house which is like 10 minutes from school, so thats like total of 30+30+10= 1 hour 10 minutes. so thats a really good walk today, especially compared to how my exercise has been going over the past week. me and L and A ended up talking about body shapes and weight, and obviously i stayed pretty quiet about it, but they knew i had an ED (seriously everyone in my year seems to know), and they said "you're so tiny. i knew you were small, but i never knew you were THAT tiny". that made my day today. all in all, this week has been crap. except for today, and wednesday. |
