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DolceCaramel said...thanks, but honestly, as of this moment, i dont deserve your praise. totally failed yesterday. peanut :) said... that is so totally true! It's like a natural instinct to just not eat, nowadays. It's like a habit, but better, because we actually get some sort of results and/or satisfaction from getting thinner. Ribs ARE beautiful. As of now, i can see them only when i suck on stomach in a bit, which is weird considering my weight and such. my body totally sucks. ---------- well today i was supposed to go on a 5hour cycle around the biggest park around the city. Yeah well coz its bad weather it's been postponed. Now i feel a fatass for giving in to my mother's whims and letting her feed me what is probably 1000+ cals over the last two days for nothing. So today, my proposition: Breakfast: - (achieved!) Lunch: at small as possible Dinner: - nothing because i dont deserve it. my mindset is that if i dont have anything to work for, or to burn off later, i wont have it. It doesnt what my BMR is, i just need to burn it off somehow. yesterday had a total of like 750 cals. friday was better, sneaked some food into the bin for a total of around 400 cals. FML i need to fast or starve and not eat ... all of the three. Saturday intake: Breakfast: - Lunch: rice (300), egg (80), broccoli (10) Dinner: rice (150), carrots (40), prawns (180) Total: 760 oh, how many calories are boiled prawns? some websites give me 3 cals per prawn (i dont believe that) and some give me 30 cals per prawn... i seriously need to check the nutrition infos on my food, coz im thinking that what ive been estimating is much lower than the actual amount. i just feel ashamed, but at the same time, its like my release to see how disgustingly ive eaten. I feel as i don't deserve to have people as wonderful as you girls to read any of this. i'll post later. |
