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Monday, 20 September 2010 @ 07:30 | 1 comment(s) | add a comment.
ew ew flab, i COMMAND you to move out of my body! You don't belong with me, you know that, but why are you so addicted to me? why? why? why?i'm so sorry that i havn't been updating everyday, im just so paranoid about my parents finding out, i havn't risked anything. i've deleted all the history in my internet browser, and have placed quite a few passwords on my computer, so let's hope that'll keep spies out. Intake these past few days has been alright, sticking with salad at lunchtimes, and the least possible rice at dinner, aldo i successfully completed my 24hour water fast the other day ;) felt wonderful afterwards, no signs of binges or anything. for once, i felt like i conquered something that even the doctors won't know. hhahah so, intake for today: Breakfast: 1/3 bowl of oatmeal (30) Lunch: 3 corn thins (33), a bit of salad (80) Dinner: 3/4 rice (150), 1/4 of fish fillet (steamed)(60), carrot (10). Total: (im overshooting today, coz i feel fat and terrible - so its total of 363. Outtake: 20 pushups (in one minute) 30 situps (in 30 seconds) 1 hour walking yeah thats pretty much my lame day today. Tomorrow it is another doctor's appointment. tonight i literally stuffed myself stupid on the rice, and now as i stare down, it looks horrendous. I don't see no hipbones, i don't see no ribs either. just solid fat. eugh. tommorow, if the appointment goes bad (when has it ever gone good?!?) i'm skipping my dinner. eugh. |
