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Tuesday, 26 October 2010 @ 01:33 | 0 comment(s) | add a comment.
im not even going to tell you how badly ive done, it'll just bring you down, but over the past few days, ive been plateau-ing. At an even 42.2kg. No change at all. It sucks, but at least the bloating id got from hospital has gone down, and my stomach is a tiny bit flatter than it was when i was in hospital.I feel dead. I want to be dead. Tonight was the worst. I wasnt going to eat dinner, after all that ive resolved to do. And failed. It was because it was either:a) not have dinner, and be not allowed to go to school, and have phone taken away, as well as forced to eat the next day; b) eat some dinner and go to school and keep phone. It was a no-win situation. I chose (b) and ate some dinner. But i did go overboard on the rice. It was just how i liked it - cold. My dinner was COLD. So, i finished my rice, and had one tomato. That was my dinner. An estimated 300 calories. Intake for today: Breakfast: 1/2 oatmeal (50) Lunch: one piece of wholemeal bread >.< with nothing (100) Dinner: one bowl of rice (, one tomato Total: |
